Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Update June 2013

So, life has been rough as usual. But I'm making it through. My boyfriend is in Iowa right now, but I'm ok. He'll be back in 2 weeks. We're doing well. 8 months and going strong. Bad news though. I'm moving. Matthew hasn't decided whether he wants to come with me or not yet, but I really hope he does because there are so many more job options for him if he comes. His job at the Trolley Wing Company is ok, but it doesn't pay enough for how much he works. Back a few weeks ago, when graduation came around, I found out that I wasn't going to make it on time. I'd failed. That hit me hard, so hard that I felt unable to feel good about myself for days. I still feel so stupid, but Matthew's support has been great. He didn't graduate either and neither did a lot of our friends. A month ago though, tragedy struck my life again. My dog, Twinkie, was hit and killed by a speeding driver, who didn't even stop to see if she was ok or not. It makes me so mad to think about that and because of them, my girl is not with me anymore. :'( My other dog, Prince, howls every night because he misses her so much and it kills me inside. I hope God punishes that person for being so ignorant and cruel. I don't know how much more pain I can handle. On a happier note, I went and saw my first real concert the day after she died. It was an ICP concert. It was so epic and made me forget my sadness for a little while. I had so much fun and even though it's not really Matthew's type of music, he had a lot of fun too. Twiztid, AMB, Kung Fu Vampire, Moonshine Bandits and of course, ICP were all the acts. It was one of the best nights of my life. About a week ago, my cat had more kittens. 4, just like last time. Well, that's pretty much all I have to say for this update. Hopefully, I will be able to write about more happier things next time. Until then, cheers! xx ♥